So, let's see. I bet most of you are wondering where I've been and why I haven't responded to comments and things in a timely manner. It's a bit complicated but I'll do my best to explain what is going on.
As some of you know and many of you don't, in late February of this year my mother was diagnosed with breast cancer. At first it was diagnosed as an invasive cancer but after two biopsies it was classed as Ductal carcinoma in situ. This is the most common cancer and the one with the highest survival-rate. Basically cancer within the milk-ducts in her left breast. So for March and early April she was going to the hospital for more information and setting up appointments for a lumpectomy and radiation after the surgery. As of writing this she has just had her first week of four weeks of radiation. What bothers me about this is that before we left Illinois Mom had a mammogram and it apparently showed up just the same as the one she had in February. She never even knew about it because the office sent a slip saying results were... normal I guess and if she wanted a copy of her results. She replied no and sent it back.
This is why ladies, you always ask for a physical-copy of your results from a mammogram/PAP-test and ect.
Heck, everyone should ask for a copy of your test-results from your doctor.
Yeah, this has been keeping me down. I did not want to talk about it until things were more definitive and now they are. I only shared with a few folks and you all know who you are. You kept me sane and grounded during this whole thing. Thank you.
Onward to my second distraction. I am currently in charge of the first play of the 2012 Season at the Theater. What?! I am directing a play. Good gad that sounds so strange coming from me. The play is a Pioneer Drama Services Production called 'I Dream of Jeannie'. No, it's not a direct adaptation but based loosely on the idea, except that Jeannie is sent back to 17th-century Akraba. Hilarity ensues. It's clever and very up on it's pop-culture references. Anyway, for the first two weeks for a 5 and a half week production it was a disaster as people kept dropping and realizing they could not make the time commitment. I was so frazzled and worried and defeated. However! This past week, we filled out the missing cast and we now have a full cast. With about three weeks of time to rehearse together. This is taking up every minute of my waking hours and I am not getting much sleep. I worry so much.
Oh, and I've finally decided that I'll go to CSU-Pueblo in the Fall. I want a to do illustration (lots of drawing classes and print-making) but for the classes outside of my major I would like to take a few science/anatomy/geology classes. That way I can ply myself as a scientific illustrator if need be. I could get a job almost... anywhere. When diagrams or a detailed rendering of something needs doing, folks could come to me. I'm looking at it as a way to get a job combining my love of nature and science/seeing how things work, with my love of drawing. I feel as if this is the right path for me. Most likely I'll end up freelancing for a magazine or sumsuch. Although, it would be cool to see the things I've drawn in a textbook or field-guide. That would be neat. If it doesn't work out, heck, I'll write my own childrens' book. I have a plan and I am sticking with it.
What does all of this mean for you? Basically, I am in no shape to art. The play is sucking up all my creativity but I am trying to push through it with some small doodles of skeletons and scientific-illustrations. It's slow going. Things are on hold for a while alright? I'm sorry to say it but I need to be honest with you all in my time-schedule.
~Liz